duminică, 12 iulie 2009

The Power Of Love!

- What do you feel now?
- It doesn't matter what I feel. It doesn't matter what I think. The memories are memories and gone.
- But.. have you learned something from the past ? From what you did and lived ?
- What I learned? I have learned and feel how is it to love someone and be honest with him, even the road aren't the same.[looking eyes in the eyes now.] Why did you came ?
- I.. I came.. I.. don't know...
- Why you want to hurt me more than you did ?
- I don't want this.
- And then why did you came ?
- I just wanted to see you..
- Don't you think is a bit late for this ? I spent many years waiting for you to come back..
- I'm sorry..
- Excuses aren't enough now.. It's to late now..
- Why? I think, i hope isn't to late.
- Jesus, you have a wife and a kid..
- How.. ?
- You thincked that I wont know it ?
- No.. but.. i wanted to say to you..
- Yeah.. of course..
- I'm getting divorced..
- And that's why you came here? You thought that I will be with the arms opened and allow you to come back in my life ?
- I guess so..
- Damn you haven't changed at all. But guess what I did! I'm not the same girl as in high school..
- I can see this.. you are more beautiful and mature.. gorgeous.
- Stop it..!
- It's the truth.
- I know, but I'm not anymore that silly girl that you can fool so easy and always have a place near her for you, when you ended your affair and come back.
- You're right.
- Yes I'm! I cried and wait and suffer enough for you. I think this time you shouldn't be so selfish and leave and let my life be as it was before you appeared in the night like nothing happened.
- Please.. I need a chance..
- You had a chance.. back in the past.. remember.. when you had to chose and you chosed Ella, and now see what is happening, she wants as much money as she can take from you.
- I know.. it's so complicated.
- Yes this is why i don't want you to complicate my life too. I need silence.
- Wait.. if you once loved me..
- How dare you? I loved you with all my heart that's why i endured so many things that you didn't know. I loved you so much and i will never love like this...
- You still love me now.. i can see it in your eyes.. you don't want me to leave now because you know we will never see again.
Let me go..
- No you`re staying here and looking in my eyes you will say "I don't love you." and i promise i will go and you will never see me again. So... say it..!
- I can't...
- See.. i know because deep in my heart you are the only girl i ever really loved.. i know you don't believe it.. but if isn't like this.. why am I here ? after all this years..
-I... don't know..
-I can answer. i love you and i want you to be mine. if isn't to late. please i need you. at last i know what i want and what i really feel.
- Don't know what to say.. i wish i can believe this..
- Please, you know you are the only one that i can't lie. You are the only person that know when i'm lying .
- Yes.. ok.. come in.
- Thanks. I promise you won't regret it.
- Well lets hope you are right.
- I am.
- Here is were you will sleep.
- Ok.
- I'm gonna go and bring you a blanket and a pillow. Here you are.
- Thanks.
- What are you doing ?
- I wanna be with you tonight.
- It can't be.
- Yes it can.. I can feel your passion through your veins. I know you want me as much as I want you.
- No.. please.. I..
- Shhht. Let me love you this night. Let me make you mine.. [kisses..]
- Oh my..

[ after all this time to feel him again was amazing.. it was like he was all over me, and I could feel him deep inside oh me.. oh my God.. what pleasure.. what passion.. every touch was like an electric shot rushing in all my body. he was so gentle and suave. he know where to touch me when was the moment. it's so perfect. i feel so happy, so woman, so damn excited. i feel like i'm in a dream, but i know isn't it.. i know this time he will be near me in the morning and every morning apart from now. I love him so much he is everything to me, my whole world. and this time i won't lose him. no i won't!]